Sunday, April 21, 2013

Birthday Bliss

Some wish for expensive bobbles. 
Some wish for parties surrounded by many. 
Some wish for travels galore.

I wish for serenity, peace and love.
I wish for sun, warmth and comfort.
I wish for gratitude and acceptance of my life both past and present.

As I sit here today, I know my wishes have come true.
Happy Birthday to me. 


Dreams coming true.

Saturday, February 25, 2012

Want vs Need


There is a difference between want and need. It is okay to want.

Right now, in this moment, I want:

  • Indian Food 
  • A Cannon EOS 60 
  • To watch basketball with my daddy 
  • To learn to make Vietnamese Soups 
  • More Coffee 
  • Dinner date with good friends 
  • To be warm 
  • More beads to do projects with 
  • Not to work 
  • To walk on the beach 
  • To talk to a friend that has gone too soon 
  • My own home to do with what I want 
  • A new bed 
  • A new Beetle 
  • Printer ink for projects 
  • Parmesan encrusted artichoke hearts 
  • To laugh 
  • To be skinny and tan 
  • A bathroom decorated in Eastern Indian colors 
  • More free time 
  • A hug from my grandmother 
  • A new tattoo
It’s okay that I want these things. Not many I need to survive.

- Well, I NEED more coffee.

Sunday, November 6, 2011

Gratitude

I am so grateful that gratitude is a vital part of my life.

Monday, March 14, 2011

Stepping Outside the Center of the Universe.

Yakko's Universe always seems to put it into perspective for me.  I need that every no and then.


"It's a great big universe
And we're all really puny
We're just tiny little specks
About the size of Mickey Rooney."


Sunday, March 6, 2011

Ugh! Stuck In-between.

Today I am realizing just how unsatisfied I find myself sometimes.
I really hate the "stuck in-between" stages in life.   Right now I feel very in-between.

A recent job change = major excitement and joy.  Trying to let go of old job = difficult and stressful.

Approaching a residence move = intrigue, excitement and a sense of things a new.  Waiting for that time to come = laziness in current home, disgust and a sense of anxiety.

Approaching Spring = a deep internal warming sensation of energy, excitement that right after Spring comes Summer and I can be truly alive.   Waiting for said Spring =  HELL!!!!!

Where's the fast forward button?

Friday, September 17, 2010

Albatross: Vow.

I, of course, did not write this, but damn if it does not speak most the words I feel for the love of my life right now!!!

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Albatross: Vow.
I love you.

I always have, from that very moment we first met.

I always will.

Even when I thought that I had lost you, you were always there. In every thought that I had, in every breath that I took, in every beat of my heart.

I never forgot you even though it sometimes hurt to remember you. I never gave up hope even when all hope appeared lost. I never stopped loving you even though it seemed an impossible love.

I endured.

I waited.

I walked a thousand miles.

Until I found my way back to your door.

Never again.

I have learnt life's lessons.

I'll never let you slip through my fingers. I will never take you for granted. I'll never hurt you. I will never stop trying to be the man, the husband, the father of our children that you deserve. I'll never stop loving you.

Be my wife, my lover, the mother to our children, my constant companion, my best friend.

Measure the rest of our lives together in each flower that blooms in the spring, each ray of sun that shines in the summer, each leaf that turns golden in the autumn, each snowflake that falls in the winter.

Share with me a life of eskimo kisses, interlocking fingers, infinite looks of 'the usual'. Be the last thing I see when I close my eyes to dream of you, and the first thing I see when I return to the wonderful waking reality of you.

Grow old with me, be there at my side on every road traveled, share this lifetime with me. Keep me warm on the cold winter nights, hold me close during sunsets, kiss me for every star in the sky that we see.

Love me, always, until that day comes to scatter my ashes at the Hardy Tree.

Then know that I will be waiting once more, wandering in the winds of time and memories past, until I find you again in the forever after.

Angelo, I love you!